Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

Fluency Fire

خيلی بچه خوبيه ، توی اين که شکی نيست با هم کلی عياقيم. هر کی هم که منو می بينه بهم

ميگه که اين چه بچه خوبيه



اما اين که تنها کافی نيست چيز های ديگه هم بايد باشه



بااينکه صميمی ترين دوستهای همديگه توی دانشگاهيم اما اصلا تريپ اون جوری نداريم


تازه ۳ تا مسئله ديگه هم هست:


۱- حداقل ۵ سال کوچيکه

۲- حداقل ۵۰ سانت کوتاه

۳- شغل و تحصيلات خانواده اش


حتی اگر ۲ تا از اين ۳ تا هم درست بود شايد ميشد کاری کرد، اما

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پ.ن البته بعد از همه اونها اگر آشپزي هم بلد بود خیلی خوب میشد دیگه، اون وقت مطمئن


میشدم که از گشنگی نمیمیریم
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I so don't like it when my argument with familly member will be talked over with other ppl, regardless how close that person is. and because there is a tention in the conversation, the whole things would look like a big family deal.
some how it looks liek when we find some one who is not living with us, we ( as suppose as me and one specific family member) start talking about the arguments and all the complains we have from each other. and the conversation will heated up, and we just try to prove our points to the thrid person, which would never gets to any where.

the thing is we don't kill our self in private, life is not as bad as it shows in our conversation while there is the third party. I consider our home really peaceful. and I know there is more love peace and comfort in our familly in our private rather than most of the families, but i don't know why we act like retarded when there is some one else is, and why our conversation mostly ended up to complaines, seems like when we see some one we consider him/her as a judge and we try to prove our points.

and i so don't like it, I feel it makes it look so retarded from third person point of view.

Seems like it that i have to really take care of this, if it bothers me ( I don't think it bothers the other person at all) I have to be careful not to fell into that trap, and regardless how much complain i have , i just shut my month and not say any thing. specially cause these sort of conversation they don't solve any thing, it would just give a headache to the poor third party that has nothing to do with the story beside the fact that he/she is related to us, and also gives out too much unnessarily and extra private information. and makes us look like angry people.

خواب و خورت ز مرتبه خويش دور کرد
آن گه رسی به خويش که بی خواب و خور شوی



خويش ???








دور?????























خواب و خور ????



س .. ک ..س ????

I'm always a very nice person!
but kiee ke ghadr bedoone?


kasi bayad ghadr bedoone?

I don't know.


mmmm



you know, some times I'm acting very nice, just to showing off that I'm very nice.

Does it matter why I'm acting nice?

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The thing is, (oon jahayee ke) I'm acting very nice, is where being nice or not being nice wouldn't change any thing.



Its like a personal note or a reminder in a calender that show you today is a X-day, you read it and then you continue doing your rutine day, regardless if it is x-day or y-day or m-day is.

HOlly SH......
:D



ENSHAALAH

(the movie talked in previous post) The road to Guantanamo
Not suggested for people with bad health condition. If you are dipress or very happy don't watch this!


Link 1
you can download the movie here

-This movie remind me of my memories from Iran.

Me- Iran?? When you were there?

- at 78-79, I was working there.

Me -where, which cities?

- I was in Tehran, I was an engineer in Tehran and we were on contract. This movie jusst remind me of the memories I have, so close to home.

Me - so you were there before revolution, how did you like it?

- I was there when the masacared happened at Jaleh sq. They just got the guns and killed pepole like the one you jsut saw in that movie. My daughter was at school, her school was close to that sq. She had such a hard time, she was a tiny blond girl. We thought we are not gone see here any more, we were so worried for her. School send the kids home with a school bus. They Have told the american kids to lay dawn in the bus and the Iranian were seating close to the windows, so pepole from outside the bus couldn't see the americans. My daughter was so scared.
Or when pepole burned alive in the movie theater.
But we had a good landlord, she was taking care of us, she used to tell us where to go or where not to go or when, some times she even did the shopping for us. It was so scary for any American to be seen in the street. I used to tell pepople that I am Canadian, so it would colm down pepole a little bit.
The night pepole went to roofs and start saying Allah Akbar, we thought we are going to die. so we drank all the Scotch's that we had. we thought if we are going to die so lets be drunk so we don't find out whats gone happen to us.
But we also had a good time there, just before we leave we went to Perspolise, we were lucky to see there, not every body could go there.
We left a week after Shah left. So many memories....

می خواهم بدونم زيبايی زندگی توی چيه؟


به قول اون دوستمون توی یه س ک س خوبه؟
پس چرا من بعدش سوالات فلسفیم شروع میشه؟ یا فکر میکنم که باید دنبال چیز بالاتری باشم؟ همه همین جورند؟ اون کسانی که امکاناتش رو ندارند چی زندگیشون بر فناست؟

توی کمک به دیگرانه؟
این یکم زیادی کلیشه است ، بعدم کمک به دیگران تا چه حد؟ وقتی منافع شخصی خودت وسط میاد چی؟ از خودت بگذری تا به دیگران کمک کنی تا به خودت احساس خوبی بده؟

توی مدیتتت کردنه؟
قبول دارم که دنیای دیگه ای رو بروی ادم باز میکنه، اما هر چند هم که دنیای دیگه توی خود آدم سرچشمه گرفته باشه ، بازم یه جورهایی یه دنیای دیگه است....

توی عاشق بودنه؟
یعنی همیشه باید در حال ساختن یه معشوق بود؟

توی یاد گرفتنه؟

توی لذت بردن از زندگیه؟
یعنی اگر ساده لوحانه( یا حتی با علم ؟!) زندگی رو دوست داشته باشیم و ازش لذت ببریم از تک تک کارهامون ، زندگیمون زیبا تر میشه از کسی که داره هی حرص میخوره نگران درد بشریت هست یعنی اگر سعی کنیم خودمون رو اکثر مواقع ساده لوحانه /یا با اگاهی خودمون رو به خوشی و بیخیالی بزنیم بهتره؟

توی هدفمند بودنه؟ و به سوی هدف رفتن و پویا بودن؟
اگر بعد از ۷۰ سال بفهمیم که هدف غلط​ بود چی؟



توی در لحظه زندگی کردنه؟ و لذت هايی که در هر لحظه برای خودمون ميتونيم پيدا کنيم؟ يا توی يک برنامه ريزی دقيق که حاضر باشی براش از لذت های زودگذر و لحظه ای بگذری؟

توی يک همدم و رفيق راه خوب داشتنه (چه دختر چه پسر ) که به حرف هات گوش بده و بتونی در کنارش " ریلکس" کنی؟
حآلا اگر چنین آدمی دور برت نبود چی؟ یا زد و مشکلی توی رابطه تون پیش آمد چی؟

توی تجربه های جدید، کارهای جدید کردن و جاهای جدید رفتن و دیدنه؟
اگر پول و امکاناتش نبود چی؟ زيبايی زندگی نميتونه توی چيز هایی باشه که بنا به طبیعت یک سری از مردم محروم باشن از انجامش.

توی قدر شناس بودنه و اینکه بدونی از یک سری آدمهای دیگه خوشبخت تری؟
و اين دوباره بر ميگرده به اينکه آيا خوشبختی همون درک کردن زيبايی زندگيه؟ و اينکه اگر تو نسبت به کسی که در يک منطقه دور افتاده زندگی میکنه امکانات زندگی و رفاهی بیشتری داری، ایا این دلیلی میشه که اون فرد از تو خوشحال تر نباشه و آرامش بیشتری نداشته باشه؟


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